You may want to consider being hands on for a week or two in your current company. Best way would be to start a hackathon within the company or participate in outside hackathon, build something that can be useful to the company is some different tangent. Don’t just build features but something on a tangential lines or something that your team can use as a fun project.

After two weeks, you’ll likely work on it to complete the project. You can later decide if you like this more.

Few things to note with transition comes different pay scale. You may have less say in overall direction or even the best practices and standards.

I had transitioned from leading teams to IC role and had observed these things, so I can only imagine it for being a CTO to a contributor.

> Few things to note with transition comes different pay scale. You may have less say in overall direction or even the best practices and standards.

Definitely be prepared to be paid less and have your opinion matter less.

But that may be okay. With less authority comes less responsibility. That may even be what you are seeking.

I've experienced this at my current org, where sometimes I'll just give a suggestion based on my experience. I am in a peer dept of the engineering org and see and hear a lot, but am not an engineer. My suggestion may or may not be heard and acted on. Which, to be fair, is exactly the same position when an engineer makes a suggestion about something in my wheelhouse.

I also think that performing this transition coupled with a move to a new company is probably a good idea. While it is fine to trial this with your current company, moving companies means a clean break. I can see folks deferring to you in the old org, making the new CTO's life more difficult.

I'll give it a try. Thanks.

Such a great idea

First off, you're not alone - https://charity.wtf/2017/05/11/the-engineer-manager-pendulum.

I haven't made quite the same transition, but I did start coding again last year after 10 years in non-coding leadership roles. Assuming you had decent technical chops in the first place (probably the case given your current role), I would not worry at all about getting back into it. I have a similar .NET background, and I was able to build a product from scratch that did pretty well on Show HN a couple of days back. Used .NET 6 (nice to come back to), React with Tailwind (no prior experience), AWS infra (no prior hands-on experience), etc. Not a big deal, and SUPER enjoyable to be coding again!

Good luck! This decision is not irreversible by any means.

I did this. I was a developer my whole adult life and jumped from that to law school in my 30's. Graduated, become an attorney, decided I wanted to code again after a few years, and became a developer again. By the time I made the decision to switch back, I was out of hands-on development for about the same amount of time as you. I worked on a lot of different things as a developer, so it was hard to pick just one thing to brush up on. I figured I would try to get an interview for something I was interested in, then brush up on whatever tech stack the company was looking for. I applied for a job that required a niche skill I had and was surprised I got a call after my first job application. I got past the HR phone screen and had about a two-week gap to prepare between the HR phone screen and the first technical interview. I was doing well on the technical parts of the interview, but the hiring manager was noticeably checked out the entire time (he even took a phone call during the interview). I got the feeling he didn't review my resume before the interview and was annoyed I got past the initial phone screen since I hadn't coded professionally in years. The team member he had on the interview with him was much more interested and kept the interview going.

A week later, the HR person called back and said the hiring manager was concerned by how long it had been since I was a developer. That's what I expected would be the problem, so I changed strategies. I decided to get my foot in the door and work my way back up to the level I was at before I went to law school. That worked and I got a job that paid way less than my attorney salary and about 25% less than I was making as a developer at my last position (not accounting for inflation). I've enjoyed the job enough that I put "working my back up" on hold.

I don't know your situation and how big a pay cut you're willing to take, but that worked for me. Don't get discouraged, it's definitely possible. I'm "caught up" in my tech stack and feel comfortable enough to interview elsewhere, but I don't want to right now.

do you want to transition to IC role within the same company? if so, then dont. IMHO. - tough to reset power equations. people may not be comfortable around folks they have reported to many levels above. - 6 years of mgmt role is good experience to leverage for something else. - if you've just had a kid, an IC role might be tough to manage. - if you still want to do it, one way could be to take on small tasks that dont hold uyp the release almost independently for some time. and then when you think you are ready, do it.

but honestly, im not even sure how mgmt will see this. companies usually dont like people demoting themselves. best look for a new company. all IMHO

I did something similar to this last year. Went from site Engineering manager at a multi-national aerospace company to IC role and don’t regret it.

I did resign, and started in a software architect role at a smaller company. Did that for a bit and then moved to become their lead data scientist.

I was in the eng. management role for nearly 10 years but kept my skills relevant by working on lots of side projects.

Trying to manage a team remotely through lockdown and the never ending dance of aerospace mergers and acquisitions followed by the inevitable reorganisation was largely what prompted the change.

How big of an engineering org are you in charge of? If you're the "CTO" of a 5 person org then this is no different than transitioning from an engineering management role. There are lots and lots of former posts on HN that give good advice for dealing with this sort of move.

oh! I am a CTO, and, I code everyday. so, you don't need to step back (actually, anything you choose, it should be a step forward). no-one can stop the things you love to do. also, no-one can justice on the things you do to feed yourself too. find the thing you love, the thing can feed yourself, do it, both. at the end, goodluck with your choose.

Both, personal as I have a child now and I want to spent more time with her and be more present. On the other hand, I'm rethinking my career choices as I'm not sure that my actions as a CTO are as impactful as I would like to be. When I was a developer or even as EM my actions seemed more relevant.

Probably try changing company, not the role? It depends, per my experience being TL is not harder than being a dev, probably CTO is more loaded, just try a smaller company then, so you have less people/tasks under your management.

how is that, being a manager but then still have to code and deliver? you have to constantly switch?

why move back into an IC role after being in leadership?